i cant find any words that can describe how bad i feel these days... is really very bad... crying just cant solve the probs and make me few any better. though it does, but whenever i saw any kpop related things ,ppl and info.... i feel very very very depress. i psycho myself umpteen times that i must understand my parents by putting myself in their shoes. but is very temporary. i feel that im more pathetic than anything..i nvr let myself being pathetic.... so now..am i consider that i've being in depress mood for days... i really cant handle this my own. no one is able to interfere. i cant step out either. i need some to step in to the situation and solve it...if not dissolve my depress mode. i've being crying almost everyday. is not i wan to be like this, tears just roll down my cheek. wad else can i do...
i feel so helpless......................................................................and hopeless.................
