hi! wad a mentally exhausted day. in the morning have to prepare myself mentally for getting the mothertongue result. i really donno how to deal with my mind. i cant be confident.its seems overconfident and wad if the result comes out is the not one i expected myself to get. i cant get too demoralize,wad if the result is supposed to be good but after i think too much it happen to be the way i m thinking..ARGH! i struggled hard in the morning. we went to the hall and get our results. after speeches by teachers, hmm.. names of students who got A1s for their GCE 'O' mothertongue were called out one by one class by class.
congrats,jiabao,siyun,jiayin,yuwei,charlotte,shayna,hweelun[expected],xuan wen and etc.
haiz..im awaiting for my name to be called. and she just skipped my name!!!!!grrrr... im still happy for those who score A1.=] its my turn to see my result. A2. yes i noe..i should be satisfied. im just hoping that i could score better then i was. i was stunned ofcuz. but i didnt cried. well..who knows as i turned and saw mdm wangfang.my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably with guilt and sorry. next mental exhaustion i faced is GCE english 'O' lvl oral. im not sure if i have done well.. but i noe that i could have done it better. haiz. there's no point for me to get upset over these things that had alr over.
