i cant find any words that can describe how bad i feel these days... is really very bad... crying just cant solve the probs and make me few any better. though it does, but whenever i saw any kpop related things ,ppl and info.... i feel very very very depress. i psycho myself umpteen times that i must understand my parents by putting myself in their shoes. but is very temporary. i feel that im more pathetic than anything..i nvr let myself being pathetic.... so now..am i consider that i've being in depress mood for days... i really cant handle this my own. no one is able to interfere. i cant step out either. i need some to step in to the situation and solve it...if not dissolve my depress mode. i've being crying almost everyday. is not i wan to be like this, tears just roll down my cheek. wad else can i do...
i feel so helpless......................................................................and hopeless.................
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 4:50 PM
back blogging again=] went to NIEYB to play=] finally can touch trp again=] met all the ex bandmates,felt that we were back in those band pract days. felt real warming.
one more week to exams. i have not yet really started on revisions. i should really get started yea? next tue is my practical test. hope that i can get sth i can cope with. or mayb, wad i get to test on on tue,i don forget wad i have memorized.
bye.see you guys next week.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 12:01 AM
HHHMMPPPHH!!!!!!!! no wonder everyone says "monday blues" i feel it as well.. though there's one happy thing happen today but is out of like...10 of them?! the only happy thing happen is that i walk pass him today.so coincidental right? hehe. now i noe why i always don see him alr. now i will walk the way i walked just now.so that i can have the slightest chance of seeing him=]] next!HOORR! here comes the unhappiness moment!why is he so popular!?!?!?omgomgomg! i simply jealous and hate girls adding him any further!ARRGHH!
bye!
Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 5:20 PM
how can parents don understand their children? 学校举办亲子会，小孩为什么没有吧邀请含交给父母？ 因为父母从来没有出席过。 学校举办亲子会，小孩不是因为不希望父母不去而不告诉父母。 是因为他害怕告诉父母后，父母说不要去或不能去。
我为这些事哭泣的时候，有谁会知道？ 사람을없어.
@ 2:14 PM
its sunday. i hate sunday! its a day when i need to face the fact that im having sch tmr! im feeling my heartaching. eversince the min i found the person he mention,wasnt me. *sighhhh*
